The Sweet Blissful Sleep

The Spring Fairy

The Puddle

If Life was a Chewing Gum

If life was a chewing gum, it would have been so easy to live it.It would be sweet, filled with sugar. There would have been no sorrow, just sweet talks, pleasant feelings, no sorrow no sadness. It would have been so much fun. It would be soft and chewy, you can easily chew your way through it.There would have been no difficulties, no tears, just smiles.
 
You could stretch it as much as u like, you know it kind of looks gross, but its true we all tried to stretch it as children. So would be life extending on and on, as much we want just a little pull, there wont be any deaths just st stretch life and live as much as you want.

We can pop up bubbles as much as we want. Bubbles of excitement and joy. it would be so much easier without any heart break. Whenever it broke in between we could patch it with a piece of chewing gum again and there it would be unbroken again, as new as ever.


Rabea Kamran

Freedom Atlast

Finally my final professional exams of medical ended, its been a beautiful, very tiring and a very elegant half a decade at my medical school. so am free, free, ffffrrrrrreeeeeeeee..

We are strange people, we long to be free and independent, live our life by our own will. We don't like being chained up, we want to be free like birds. But infact the reality is really different. We love slavery, we all do, we are slaves to our desires, wealth, hopes, success, to meet deadlines and to love ofcourse.
Its funny how we run from one cage to the next, we all want to touch that warm rays of sun of morning but by the end of the day we want the coziness of our cage back.

Freedom is limited, we are always bound by invisible chains, to our work, commitment, our loved ones, our relegion, culture. We say we want freedom, we say we are free people, we have freedom of speech, freedom to live, to do anything we like, but in reality we always are bound and always will be, in one way or another.


Rabea Kamran

The Story Of Life and Giving Birth

Life is a risky thing, especially when its not your own that is in your hands. When you know that after God its you who stands between the death and life of your patient. You fight death, utilize all your capabilities, you strive hard to win the furious battle. You hold on to life with the edges of your fingers, even when you know it not yours.


I got a chance to assist my senior doctor in a C-Section commonly known as cesarean. Its fascinating when you bring a new baby to the world from it's mother's womb. That little thing twists and cries in your arms. The adrenaline rush that you feel when you secure the bleeding and the satisfaction that you get when you see the mother nursing her new born child that you just delivered.


I have learned that life is really really short, its delicate, it's fragile and it's priceless. Yes, it is hard, sometimes cruel, it has sorrows, pains and cries but i have seen it end in smiles and peace. Believe me those pains never last long they always end when the hope emerges and fills you completely with peace and inner satisfaction. Yes, you do have scars which remain forever, but they are your medals of passing through the tough times. Don't be upset when you look back at past, Stop the past from haunting you, make it your strength and tell yourself "I got through this, i am strong  and i deserve to be happy" 


Being a final year medical student now, am bombarded with seminars, assignments and ward duties and i have learned a lot during these days and i feel more then proud on being a doctor then i ever did.

My Wings

I wonder what people mean when they talk about wings, for me they have different meanings..


I feel like soaring in the clouds when i make my parents proud of me, or when someone praises me in front of my mum and dad and i see dad's chest swell with pride.


I feel the clouds passing by me when my little brother comes to me with his maths problems and when i solve them he asks me "Apne kya PhD ki hai maths mein"


I feel like touching the sky when i make people smile, when i help my patients, when i make aunties smile on my trip back to home on bus everyday. 


I feel like bathing in the shining sun in the sky when i play with kids, colour with them, tickle them and see them laughing.


And i feel like taking slides on the rainbows when he makes my heart flutter like a butterfly by making me believe that he would always be mine...

Fire Of Love

"Oh God
let all lovers be content.
Give them happy endings.
Let their lives be celebrations.
Let their hearts dance in the Fire of Your Love.. "


 ♥  ♥ Rumi  ♥  ♥

You make all the pain go away

It's so strange, the way you act like my personal disprin. I love the way you make my system go calm with peace that i have so longed for. 
Just the sound of your voice strings my heart to the happier notes. Damn it! How can i be so lucky? is it a dream or are you with me for real? If it is a dream i wish it to never end, i really do.


Thank you for being ears, when i wanted to share things with you, Thank you for healing me, for giving ME back to me.
Did you just popped out of my head or out of the prayers i made to God? I have been searching for you at wrong places when you were always there in front of me. 
Thank you for being the best, Thank you for being you, and yes it could have only been you..

The Two more Full stops!!

I have already put a full stop to my writing, i never thought i would even open up this page again, but He took my pen and scribbled two more fullstops at the end of my single full stop. He gave it a continuity, a continuity to my thoughts, which were stagnant in my brain, which screamed to be settled on paper.


He promised he would never let my imagination rust again and would be a wall against the black shadows that ruined it and so here i am..


P.S It's been an awesome day for me. I won 2nd prize for my work in All Pakistan Environmental Exhibition 2011. This is the photo that helped me win it..