Love Of Today

You Love me, 
Miss me, 
Kiss me,

and then

Leave me...


Rabea Kamran

The Play

This is an edited version of a post i wrote before..

As the night wore its cloak, the demons inside her came alive. Tonight she was ready to devour his love. He looked into her eyes with that dreamy look he knew what was about to come, he knew her so well. He wanted her equally as badly as she wanted him.
The snake of intimacy filled it's fangs with passion and injected it into his veins. He burned inside with the heat of passion that made him badly thirsty for her. He took her hand and kissed the wedding band in her ring finger, the silvery platinum shined in the moonlight.


She kissed him passionately unleashing her trapped demons that came alive at once. She explored every bit of his taste buds. He replied back with the increasing intensity, the thirst in his throat became more ardent as he felt heat emnating through him which wrapped them together .


He slithered rows of kisses down her body freeing it from its clothes, like petals falling off the rose. Her skin shined in the moonlight reflecting her desires. She gave her fate in his hands, all she wanted was to drown in his love. Their existence wrapped as one she engraved his soul with her name. Tonight, they had each other forever. She kissed down his spine, playing with his fantasies.


Gently and slowly he penetrated her, making her his. She moaned with the sweet pain that witnessed her loyalty to him. He could feel the sparks that emnated from the contact. Their hearts beating in unision with the fire of lust roaring in their existence, the yearning to belong to each other was finally fed.


He carved himself into her soul as he penetrated deeper into her. Her nails etched into his skin as the melody of their moans echoed into the silent, waiting night. The play continued as the fire of lust roared burning and consuming their existence.
His heart leaped like a hungry predator and finally he ejected in her all that belonged to her. They lay together ravishing the moment, their demons satisfied.

Existence

"In the existence of your love,
i have become nonexistence.
This nonexistence linked to you,
is better then all existence..."


Rumi

My Wings

I wonder what people mean when they talk about wings, for me they have different meanings..


I feel like soaring in the clouds when i make my parents proud of me, or when someone praises me in front of my mum and dad and i see dad's chest swell with pride.


I feel the clouds passing by me when my little brother comes to me with his maths problems and when i solve them he asks me "Apne kya PhD ki hai maths mein"


I feel like touching the sky when i make people smile, when i help my patients, when i make aunties smile on my trip back to home on bus everyday. 


I feel like bathing in the shining sun in the sky when i play with kids, colour with them, tickle them and see them laughing.


And i feel like taking slides on the rainbows when he makes my heart flutter like a butterfly by making me believe that he would always be mine...

His Love

In the water of his love i melted like salt,
No good, no bad, no conviction, no doubt remained.
A star has exploded in my heart,
and the seven skies are lost in it...


Rumi

Fire Of Love

"Oh God
let all lovers be content.
Give them happy endings.
Let their lives be celebrations.
Let their hearts dance in the Fire of Your Love.. "


 ♥  ♥ Rumi  ♥  ♥

Inseparable Forever

I were a dew drop, small, insecure, afraid to step forward. I slipped from the gentle petals of life and landed in a ocean of your SELF.
I dissolved into you, inseparable forever... 

You make all the pain go away

It's so strange, the way you act like my personal disprin. I love the way you make my system go calm with peace that i have so longed for. 
Just the sound of your voice strings my heart to the happier notes. Damn it! How can i be so lucky? is it a dream or are you with me for real? If it is a dream i wish it to never end, i really do.


Thank you for being ears, when i wanted to share things with you, Thank you for healing me, for giving ME back to me.
Did you just popped out of my head or out of the prayers i made to God? I have been searching for you at wrong places when you were always there in front of me. 
Thank you for being the best, Thank you for being you, and yes it could have only been you..

Be My Star, My Mirror, My Sword, My Shield

Be my star, lead me the way. Guide me to heavens, just take my hand and make me feel yours forever, hold me tight don't let me go. Shine into my darkness and turn it into a glittery morning. Make my tears fade away in the warmth of your love. Be my Star..


Be my mirror, reflect my thoughts. Let me be me. Tell me you want the Original ME. Show me how i look by reflecting me whenever i look into your eyes. Let me pour my heart out to you, show you my every scar, my every wound. Let me be You, let you be Me..


Be my sword, my knight in the shining armour. Rescue me from myself and breathe into me. Cut through all my dark memories with the shining blade and make me shine once again.. 


Be my shield. Stand with me like a solid rock, firm and strong. Wrap me in ecstasy. Let me cling on to you,  holding on for life. Blend into me like you are a part of me.. 

© Rabea Kamran

The Perfect Sense

He said: I dont know how people fall in love, i thought it was a complete waste of time..
She said: Me too, its nonsense!

Later:


She said: Is it so?
He said: Naa Its the nonsense that now makes perfect sense...

Chained In Your Love..

As your love creeps around me, binding me tight. Your existence tied and chained around mine and locked together by destiny. Yes! I belong to you for eternity.
This relation always strong like iron chains, wrapping around us. Making us one forever. 
I am bound to you by desires, not by compromise. Just don't let me go, chain me forever in your existence.

© Rabea Kamran

You..

You were like a ray of warm sunshine, which melted her ice cold heart and taught it to love again. So it started beating again in her chest taking your name..


You were like a moon, who brightened the path of people who lost their ways, guiding them to their destination..
You were like a fleck of snow, who melted in her warm hands, as she desperately clung on to you..


You were like a shimmering star, who sparkled brightly in the sky at night. Under whose guidance the sailors sailed their boats..
You were like a warm breeze, which imbibed her fragnence like a flower and wrapped it all around you..


You were all these things and she was everything to you.

© Rabea Kamran